I'm trying to keep it together.

My parents are divorcing. I didn't think it was gonna be that rough on me. But it's so much worse than I could have ever imagined it being. I'm choosing to live with my dad. So is my little sister. My other sister is living with my mom. My days consist of me listening to my dad trash talk my mom, calling her names like whore, druggie. And every other thing in the book. I sit up at night making sure he's okay, and making sure he's sleeping in an appropriate place, not the table like he usually does. They fight, all the time. They call each other just to scream at each other. My sister isn't getting along with my dad, at all. They fight too. All the time. Basically, my life sucks right now. And I can't take it anymore. I'm about to lose it and break down.